I have been away for a long time, just been avoiding the computer i guess, except for ebay and play.com and other retail outlets. Which i'm beginning to think is a problem, considering i spent £45 on 2 tops from river island today. i mean they are nice and all, like real nice, i just usually wouldn't be so frivolous with my spending.
So i guess the biggest news would be that i'm at college. after months and times of arguing the bf. said he wanted me to go, because well, long story short, i am now clinically depressed and tried to kill myself. Not so good. And technically speaking, he's not my bf, cause he broke up with me. But well, it still feels like he is and its complicated but basically i have to just be a better person and sort shit out.
Even though i know it is not 100% my fault, alot of it. I don't want to lose him and he made a huge like. gamble i guess by letting me go to college, and that sounds weird probably, that he let me go, but i wouldn't have gone if he didn't want me to. I'm just really happy he did.
Because i do love it. I just love learning i really do.
Have nothing else really to mention. I'm just kinda bored. Procrastinating. Felt bad i hadn't written.
Toodles.
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